Saturday, June 2, 2012

I'm tired

unlucky day, unlucky month, and yet it is just a beginning.
shall I be optimistic? or remain pessimistic.
It was a tough month; thought I had survived and yet came another unpredictable accident.
As if my life will never get better, as if I'm going to suffer for the rest of my life...
Haih, if only I could turn back the time.. if only if...

Thursday, May 17, 2012

何か...

自分に問う…私が生きている意味って何でしょう?
自分自身の存在、誰にも気付かれず。
私は、ただチョイスですよ。
誰も選んでませんのチョイス。
悲しいみたい、でもそれは真実です。

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Happy Mother's Day!!

Seems like everyone is posting on mother's day.... So I will just follow the trend.
This year Mother's Day will be slightly different with past few years, because my mom is having her second honey moon with my dad in Shanghai.. My mom's birthday falls on May; and we, the kids always combine her birthday celebration with Mother's day celebration. My mom never complains about this, and she always says that it's better for us to save the money. This is every mom's pattern; even though they want a celebration, still will think the best for their children. :)
Anyway, Happy Mother's Day to all mothers in the world especially my mom who is now in Shanghai with her beloved husband. XDDD

Friday, April 13, 2012

Home Alone

I'm.. tired..
Yes, getting a fight with parents is not fun and not cool. However, as long as they don't want forgive me; why should I?
This weekend, all my housemates and my colleagues back to their hometown. Home alone for this weekend. What's worries me more is the safety of Kulim. A lot of robbery and break in cases happen in this area.. Moreover, I'm gonna stay over here all by my own. Many of my friends advice me to back Penang. It's definitely not safe for a girl to stay in a house, near to cemetery.. Ghost is not an issue for me, but human instead. Cemetery is always quiet, and less people walk by. If something bad happen, no one gonna save me. A lot of reasons hold me back from staying here; but I'm insisted. One simple reason, I just don't want to face them if they're still in angry mode. For what I need face 2 angry faces for my fabulous Saturday and Sunday?
Gonna wish myself Happy Home Alone and yeahh, I'm going to rock my weekend with Big Bang songs!!!!

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

(>"<)

My luck is getting worse.. Screwed up my colleague's system, as a result made him OT these few days..
Unable to finish the task that I had planned for the sprint... And soon another big task will be assigned to me.
This is definitely not a good year for me, especially I'm the one who 犯太岁 this year.. I tried not to believe but compare with last year, my luck this year is not that good. Circling around the same issue, broke down my colleague system (basically i made the linux corrupted), and sometimes doing nothing but staring at the desktop.. Arrrggghhh...

Sunday, January 8, 2012

brand new year with brand new wish

Changed a new template for my blog; since this is the beginning year of 2012. A refreshing one, so everyone will have a cheerful mind while reading my post.

It seems like a flash of light, a blink of eyes.And here comes the brand new year of 2012. 2011 is just like a dramatic year for me.  I can still remember the day where we still rushing assignments, final year projects, examinations, presentations, job interviews, start my first job after graduation, and last but not least is the graduation day. So many things happened within a year and I had experienced the huge transition in my life.

Working in a big multinational company was totally unexpected. I thought my first job would be something dealing more with local people. Things always work out opposite with our expectation. Besides dealing with local people; I also need to co-operate with US folks and Shanghai-ren. Despite of gaining knowledge of my programming skills, I have also enhanced my communication skills and improved my English as well. I'm glad that I had found such a great job, and work in this relaxing environment.

It's a brand new year, so I have a new list for myself.
1) work hard, play hard.
2) know more friends instead of having more foes.
3) Always in alert mode, never be a "big head prawn"
4) Impress my boss that I'm not just a newbie, but I'm definitely a hard working, dedicated and full with commitment employee.

last but not least..

5) Earn more money!!!! I want more money.. (>"<)|||

Monday, November 7, 2011

recent update


sorry for such a long wait.. well, I assume no one will read my blog anyway. Anyway, a short update on my recent news~ Hmm.. 23rd September 2011 was a memorable day as my sis had married to the guy she loves. Congraz to both of them..~


Guess where was I in the picture below. A make up look is totally different with the nerdy look I usually have. Yea~


and last but not least, I have officially graduated. Yeahh~


and guess where was I in the picture? *Hint: the shortes..*
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Next to go.. my birthday on this Friday and Penang bridge marathon on the 20th November... and of course, tones of works to be completed by end of the sprint.. Aza aza fighting.!!!